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Guys what do you understand if you heard the child is giftedness or gifted children? For my own understand as any mom and dad know, conventional parenting is hard enought. Raising and nurutring a gifted child is an even more complex challenge. And these complicated human beings don’t come with instruction manuals. Gifted children are unique because they develop cognitively at a much faster rate than they do physically and mentally. Imagine an 8-year-old mind conceiving ideas his 5-year-old body cannot possibly achieve or being ware of information that the emotionally immature child cannot handle.

This is called asncrony-being out of sync internally and externally. A child is gifted, experts say, when he or she demonstrates excellence in six areas: intelletual ability, creative thinking, scientific ability, social leadership, mechanical skills, and talent in the arts. "They tend to experience life with greater intensity. Gifted children do not fit the developmental standards for their age, have more play interests and are often academically far ahead of their age peers, she adds, "the brigther the child the greater the asynchrony and potential vulnerability. 

Bas on my learning on what I have read to the book the word stress is often used to desribe external responses to them. Stress can be the reuslt of trivial annoyances say for instances, driving in heavy traffic or a life-altering major crisis like the death of a loved one. Moderate levels of stress are thought to be good for you, stimulating the immune system and keeping your mind sharp. But high levels can cause you to become more susceptible to illness. It is thought that stress is a contributing factor in conditions such as ulcers, high blood pressyre, asthma, and migraine.

There is even new evidence that suggests that too much stress can hasten the progression of chroinic degenerative diseases, such as rheeumatuid arthritis. "Hidden stress" can be even more harmful to helath because you are unlikely to address a problem that you don’t know exists.

Well yesterday my friend give me cd of ragnarok online so that I can play back again. I install again the one of my favorite online games and this game is Ragnarok Online. My character knight or known as Jeff_knight is resurrected. Now you will be facing the strongest knight in Iris server. Be ready for the coming of my knight and let us the battle begin! Go Go Go Cookies!

Today I was absent to all of my subject because I am not feeling well and what makes me not feel well is this damn coldness. I can’t go out to my room and I was only laying down to my bed. I am not happy no more, I am so lonely in here. why it is this happening? I don’t know either too. I’m cold and I want to get this damn coldness in my body. Now I writting my blog so that I can’t think too much for the wrong thoughts that is running all over my mind.

My coldness is started yesterday and I think it is because of the atmosphere that surrounds me. I am  so lonely last night and I can’t sleep. Like I am all alone in the dark that no one other people is living. I hope this damn coldness will end and I can recover to the good ways.

I have to go because I am so sleepy still. 

The things that I can consider as the most valuable for me and the things that I want to happen again is my past time together with my brother. And I really miss those experiences with him.
Being with him was the happiest thing that I had in my life. We’re so closed each other than our other brothers and sisters. With his company, I was really enjoyed. He was so jolly. We were always exchanging jokes. And we’re always laughing. Sometimes my father was getting angry because we’re very noisy. But still we continue laughing silently.

Sometimes, when I got mad, he comforted me. Then, he made me laugh. If somebody will criticize me, he will defend me. I had learned a lot from him. He imparted to me, the things that he had learned, because he didn’t want me to be ignored of everything. He was the best brother for me. and I can’t imagine my life without him. Until now, the pain is still here in my heart. His death, was the hardest thing to do for me, his horrifying death.

If only I know that it will happen to him. I will not leave him here in Davao, so that he will also have a comforter and companion. When he was departed from us to study here in Davao of his secondary education, we didn’t know that he’s always sad. And until now we didn’t know why he committed suicide. When I was looking him at the coffin, I can’t imagine what was happening to him, and I saw the sad on his face. It was very opposite to the face when we’re always joking, laughing. I’ve seen the happiness in his face. But on that time, I was really confused what his sad face wanted to convey. What was really the truth behind his death?

If God will give me a chance to make a wish and grant it rightly, I’ll ask him to turn back the time. So that I can be with my brother again and to be happy. And I will not leave him anymore.
I just want to see him, always happy.

Today is our 11th monthsary of my one and only gilfriend and almost 1 month left we will now having our 1st anniversary. We did not celebrate our 11th monthsary this month because we have not enough money. Today I am planning to go in their house and bring some food atleast we see each other in our 11th monthsary. From now on I am starting to save some money because this coming February 2 big events will happen into my life.

The first one is the valentines day, I am planning for that day me and my girlfriend eat to the restaurant we like most. The second one is our 1st anniversary!! wee!! I have lot of plan on that day I will not mention it here because my girlfriend browse my blgo sometimes. It will not be a surprise any more if she read my plan.

Happy 11th monthsary beE! I love you so much! mwah!  

weeee!!! You know what guys I really not like out computer architecture subject since our 2nd semester started because it is very confusing and it is hard for me to understand, by the way not only me but also my other classmates even though the dean’s lister are also confuse… I always say that why we have computer architecture? We are Iinformation Technology and we are not electricians. whew!

Last tuesday when we having our class again to our computer architecture subject I feel something it is different than past and It me realize that I must try hard now for our computer archictecture. After 10mins our teacher Ryan David Pillerin told us that we must do the excercises in the board. I quickly work on it and I can’t believe I finish it so fast I think it is within 15mins. I shouted yeah! On that day I started to like our computer architecture.

Have a nice day guys!

Last Thursday around 8:00 pm when was walking in our street to go in our house I am shock lot of NBI was coming there was 1 hummer, 2 armored van, 2 4x4 pick up and there was a motorcycle too but I can’t remember how many of them. I run fast as I could so that I will arrive in our house immediately because when the NBI cars stop they quickly show up their Carbine and pointed to the house of our neighbor but there was no person around in the house and the NBI waits for a while if the owner of the house will come back. I thought there will be shooting will happened, but thank God none of bullets come out to the carbine. The NBI’s is completely geared and patrolling into our street they block the two end of our street so that no one can come out. When 15 minutes has passed the NBI quickly cleared out of our street and lots of our neighbor came out and talk what is happening.

Again after 20 minutes the owner has arrived and not even knowing that the NBI is looking at him. Our neighbors talk while they were talking we heard the siren and we found out that the NBI is coming back quickly and drove there car with a speed of 120/km per hour I think. When the NBI showed up again they pointed their gun to the car because our neighbor was inside and one of the passenger inside came out then the NBI quickly near to him and checked the person if it is carrying a gun. Shouting was heard after that one of NBI told us they looking for guns because our neighbor is x military and lot of guns stock inside in their house. Finally the NBI found one gun and then our neighbor was arrested and drove by to the NBI office.

it’s like a deep sleep and then your mind starts to take you somewhere… anywhere… and your body begins to move uncontrollably, feeling as if you’re in a shock…an electric shock… then you wake up concluding that you were having a nightmare. falling in a cliff or falling in love… its the same difference, the exact gravity and magnitude of pain that hits you… the dream of staying up in the air forever, and ending up having a nightmare that you wish you didnt have to wake up… please, stay away from the edge of the cliff… the hell am i saying??